Getting Older

Getting older stinks! I was taking some time to look at myself closely in the mirror today and OMG I'm getting older! And I really don't like it, but you know what? There really isn't too much I can do about it. So I just have to accept myself for what I look like and what I will look like in the future. Here is hoping that nothing sags too badly! lol



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Movie Night

Every Sunday night my bf and I have Movie Night, and tonight the movie of choice is X-Men. I don't make my bf watch girlie flicks, mostly because he is not a girl. lol Chick flicks are for women, and I think that women that MAKE men go to see them with them are being selfish to a certain degree. You want your man to like and love you don't you? However, if the man in your life actually likes Chick Flicks then that is another story, but for the most part men want to see men movies. It won't kill you to watch one of their movies, or watch sports with them either. Some women have this idea that men are just there for their amusement. Now there isn't anything wrong with playing out a Humiliation Fantasy, but when your man isn't in his 'fantasy' mind set don't belittle them, let them be men. They will love you better for it.

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Why?

Many times when I speak to someone on the phone I am asked if I know of why the person that is speaking to me likes diapers. I honestly have no answer for this question. I wish I did, but I do not. Many of us cannot answer this question about our own self let alone for someone else. I know it's a hard thing to come to terms with. People have little quirks and sometimes they do not know where they came from, they have always just been there. I think it's that way with diapers, or being a sissy. It's something that is just a part of our make-up. And all in all, wearing and liking diapers is not a bad thing, out of all the possible things considered 'deviant' diapers are pretty benign. So just try to be happy with who you are and what you like, and if you aren't then change it, nobody can do it for you but you.

Love,
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Loving Someone

's very hard to love someone. People think it should be easy, but it's not. People mess up, and they hurt you, and you hurt them in turn. It's not done on purpose, but it happens. Things are said that scar the heart, and make you feel empty and awful. The trick is seeing through all the hurt and pain and remembering that beneath all that there is a love that you built your relationship on. It's still there, it may have been subdued for a bit, but then that's when the hard part begins, you have to work to bring those feelings back to the surface and be as one again.

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Today is the Day for Picnics

Okay I think I have everything ready for today. We are up early and getting everything put together to put in the car for the Picnic today. This holiday for my extended family and us is almost as much work as Christmas. It's a lot of work for something that doesn't really last that long, but it's worth it. Besides Christmas this is the only time my whole family gets together, and we see each other. Seeing your whole family every 6 months really isn't that bad of a deal. At least there will be a lot to drink, if you catch my meaning lol. Not too much though, we must be responsible with how much one drinks so accidents will not happen, but early in the day, when you have about 9 hours before you leave, live it up! lol

Have a great holiday every one.

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My Secret Addiction

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Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

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Mowing Time

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New Blog

I am very excited to have this new blog. I used to have one some place else but that place no longer exists, and it's a shame. Years of work down the drain *sigh*. No matter, just start over, and I can make this one any way I that I want. This week I will be looking for a new theme, and I know I will find the perfect one. *smiles*

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